what i've done?!

maybe you've heard this one before
somedays are good days, somedays are bad days.
today is not a good day.


yesh. started with an ugly arguments with my girlfriend and then everything else started to fall apart.

a few minutes
still no reply.
wall clock showed 00:00 pm

this square room is starting to choke on me
as it witnessed me being a worthless shit

stop laughing at me!

the walls keep pointing its finger at me!

"what the hell are you doin man?you make her Cries for you,Loser!"

"loser!"

"loser!"

"loser!"

i'm just hide under my blanket and thinking...
why? what did i lose?
why i am so selfish?always always and always!
I couldn't sleep remember about your words,my selfish,and all we have been through 14 months together

i keep typing with eyes to the handphone screen

still no reply

the walls wont stop laughing

"loser"

"loser"

yes, im a sucker for love

i was expecting a small talk or whatever

maybe a bit of "how are you" here and a bit of "what are you up to?" there

no.


almost one hour

still no reply

*drrd drrd* Ha! a reply!

haaaah...it wasn't from you..it from sane"moustacho" my band mate,..he try to make me stay calm


should i say it?

umm.. i'll say it right here..



"i Love you :*"
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will you regret it somehow if i love you no more?


I don't know......