A DAY BEFORE AUDITION #1

AUDITION DAY #2

W.A.R ! (Whisper And Riot !)

We lives in distant places, but our super powers such as disappearing,scratching backs , and toast a bread in the morning brought our together as a group of LOSER Named Whisper And Riot! (Believe me, they really know how to have fun)Haha

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SOMETHING TO THINK ABOUT

"IF SHE'S AMAZING,SHE WON'T BE EASY.IF SHE'S EASY,SHE WON'T BE AMAZING.IF SHE'S WORTH IT,U WON'T GIVE UP.IF U GIVE UP,U'RE NOT WORTHY"

"THERE ARE TWO KINDS OF MEN IN THE WORLD:THOSE WHO RUN SHIT,LIKE ME,AND THOSE EAT SHIT,LIKE YOU!" by: Dida Cashego

Everyday and Everynight ;)

And this will lead to the time
We spent the night and talked about our lives
And don't forget to say goodnight
And I look you in the eyes
"The temperature was cold but didn't mean anything
Since then I miss you everyday and everynight"

Everyday and everynight

Everyday and everynight

Everyday and everynight,....


"I came between the doorstep and window
I'll let you see the part of the world you haven't seen before
So take me by the hand
Let's go
As this drama just begun"


I came between the doorstep and window
I'll let you see the part of the world you haven't seen before
So take me by the hand
Let's go
As this drama just begun


Everyday and everynight

Everyday and everynight

Everyday and everynight,....


I came between the doorstep and window
I'll let you see the part of the world you haven't seen before
So take me by the hand
Let's go
As this drama just begun

I came between the doorstep and window
I'll let you see the part of the world you haven't seen before
So take me by the hand
Let's go
As this drama just begun

Since that I miss you Everyday and Everynight,...;)

I Feel Like a LOSER

I feel like a LOSER,When you need me, and I can't help you

I feel like a LOSER,When i can't as well as your Other friends

I feel like a LOSER,When I make you disappointed

I feel like a LOSER,When i can't Understand what you feel

Yeah,.......
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LOSER

Somehow i feel we become afar,..

KID ON A ROCKET RIDE

ASTRODOCH

Oh Craaaaaap! 3 weeks i haven't meet you

I Miss you Dear :*

Senior High School!!!

Tomorrow's academic tests to determine the class, and I, ...

haven't studying since three months ago

Nice,...Very nice,..

Just seeing your smile for a day, it's enough to make me very happy =)

Smile :)

My best friend

Do you know why i call it My Best friend?
-because it never betrayed me
-he was always be a good place where I'm need to pour what i feel
-Always entertaining
-comfort me when I'm so bored
-satisfying lust some times hahahaha(just kidding)
-it always helped me when I was at work

Never sleep

DALAM PRINSIP HIDUP GW GAK ADA KATA DENDAM

Dlm prinsip hdp gue,ga ada kta dendam .gue bkl bales kejahatan dengan kebaikan.
So kalo lu lempari gua batu maka gue akan lempari lu bunga.
Tapi gue pastiin tuh masih sma potnya

By:Praba"No Name"

Today Oranis ShakeGay(my band mate) staying at my house

and this is what happened at 11:30AM





















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Oh GOD!! what a cute Kitten.I'LL TAKE ONE

Silly thing i do When i with "Her"

-Call for no reason (hahaha)
-Play with "her" hair
-Staring at "her" for no reason
-sing even if i can't
-Try to hug you from behind
-try to smellin your smell
-Go to school for hours just to be with "her" and see "her"
-Be cute when i really want something (haha)

03-06-10

yeah this is the first time I've got a girl who loves me,yesterday was the first time I watch a movie with her,,as you know,Girl reflex when watching horor is embrace those who are near her,,and i'm so lucky because i'm sit beside her (hahahaha..for that reason I like watching a horror movie with a girl beside me)hahaha god bless the film director.

THE FILM

One day you'll wake up and realize your mistake

Seduction

Sunlight warms my face only in dreams of you
I know you'll wait for me...it's been too long
Beautiful eyes. beautiful lies to dull the pain
Beautiful eyes, beautiful lies...you're killing me
I would wait for years just to feel you again
I will die without you...would you my love?
Beautiful eyes, beautiful lies pour from your mouth as
You scream his name...you're killing me

Cries escape your sweet voice as I kiss you one last time
...One last time...
Do you remember me and our beautiful affair?
Look in my eyes and honestly tell me our love is gone!
Why have you turned your back on me?
One day you'll wake up and realize your mistake

Ice runs through my veins as I stand face to face with
The one who stole it all
Compassion is not an option

Cries escape your sweet voice as I kiss you one last time
...One last time...
Do you remember me and our beautiful affair?
Look in my eyes and honestly tell me our love is gone!
Why have you turned your back on me?
One day you'll wake up
Realize your mistake!

In love we're one, inseparable, pathetic lust, thus we crumble
I saw your eyes, I wiped your tears, I waited for you...

Who do you see with your eyes shut tight?
Regret will be your bride
Goodbye...

Do you remember me and our beautiful affair?
Look in my eyes and honestly tell me our love is gone!
Why have you turned your back on me?
One day you'll wake and realize your mistake
Cries escape your sweet voice as I paint my own goodbye

You just braggart, I knew it since I saw your fake smile, you should say all this from beginning My friend...

Funniest Video Ever

call me if you got heart attack after watch this video hahahaha
Enjoy

Apa yang Harus di lakukan oleh orang yang sejak dari awal tidak dipilih oleh Tuhan?

Suatu ketika ada pemain American Fotball dari jepang yang berkulit Putih ingin Melawan pemain American Football Dari America Yang Berkulit Hitam Di Final nanti.dia (pemain jepang) selalu bertanya-tanya...Apa yang harus dilakukan orang yang sejak awal tidak dipilih tuhan?,Inilah dinding yang tidak bisa di tempuh meskipun dengan latihan keras sekalipun yaitu...perbedaan Ras,dia pun bertanya kepada teman rekan timnya yang lbih senior...tetapi seniornya pun tidak bisa menjawab apapun,teman rekan tim yang satunya berkata mungkin semua jawaban itu hanya akan bisa dijawab oleh orang yang menanjak dari bawah....

saat keesokan harinya,,,,

Kapten tim dari jepang itu pun menasehatinya "meskipun kita hanya orang biasa yang tidak memiliki kelebihan apapun,tapi kita masih PUNYA hak untuk melawan orang yang ada di puncak,itu semua terserah kau mau memakai hak itu atau tidak memakai nya sama sekali"saat sesampai nya dilapangan dia pun sadar "kalian pikir aku akan PEDULI karna merasa malu,kalian pikir aku PEDULI karna tempat pertandingan ini tidak pantas untuku,BIARPUN INI MIMPI YANG TIDAK AKAN BISA TERKABUL....YANG PENTING AKU SUDAH MENCOBA UNTUK MENGERAHKAN SELURUH KEKUATAN KU DI PERTANDINGAN TERAKHIR INI!!!

dan pada akhirnya meskipun jepang tidak bisa mengalahkan timnas America ,tapi America juga Tidak mengira kalo ternyata jepang bisa mengimbangi kekuatan mereka karna semangat yang tidak dimiliki tim amerika


diambil dari fiksi



EYESHIELD 21

Far Away From The classroom Drama

"Far Away From The Class Room Drama"Some time this word like a Song in my ear when I pass my Final Exam












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When I feel something Missing In My Life....















this is what's been happening in my life at the moment
this is the part that i missing

It Must Be Called "Intelligence" If People Stop When They Realize They Are Not Able to Become What They Are Wishing to Be.

..and to answer the previous question:
"can you still fall asleep when you fall apart?"




the answer is "yes. i just had a good sleep. not the best though, but enough to keep me going"

Blobolobloblob

hi, my name is Alif and i don’t take showers
just kidding
but not really



i was going to say something
but i forgot what to say
i am giddy
quite giddy
yes, as giddy as a

...giddy thing.

i bet you dont even know what giddy means? ha !!! i like it when i'm smarter than someone. or at least that's what i feel...oh yeah!,you wanna see some oddity?in my shoes box??












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fun fact about smile

1. When someone smiles in is universally known as an expression of happiness whihc is recognized by almost all cultures.

2. When a person studies laughter they are known as a ‘gelotologist’.

3. There are over 18 different types of smiles that are used in a variety of social situations. For instance, people can use a smile to say a hello, and they can also use a different type of smile to show their understanding of a particular situation.

4. A frown uses more muscles to contract and expand then a smile does.

5. A smile is one of the most used human facial expressions. Smiles can use between 5 to all 53 muscles.

6. Smiling releases endorphins and makes us feel better, even when you fake a smile you can feel better.

7. A person that smiles more is deemed to be more pleasant, sincere, attractive and more sociable then a on-smiling person.

8. We are born with the ability to smile, it is not something that we copy. For instance, even blind babies are able to smile.

9. Humans are able to differentiate between a real smile and a fake smile by seeing the difference in a persons eyes when they smile.

10. Newborns tend to have more preference for a person with a smile then a person that is not smiling.

WAHOO!!

Hibernation...

I HATE

-kecoa terbang minta diperhatiin
-lupa bawa sesuatu dan sadar pas jalan udah lumayan jauh
-gak punya duit
-gak punya pulsa
-menunggu
-sendiri (kadang2)
-clubbing
-asep rokok
-laba-laba
-dateng telat
-ingkar janji
-people who brags
-people who doesnt take me seriously
-ada yang mau cerita trus bilang "gak jadi"
-banyak nyamuk dikamar
-lupa naro sesuatu
-impolite people
-anak2 alay minta diperhatiin
-udah mau ngelakuin sesuatu eh lupa

i'm just a little dork..of course it would be difficult to get a beautifull princess

Just Info Before i jaming with My Band

20 Girl facts

1. GIRLS ALWAYS LOVE FUNNY GUYS (...and you should have know this.) that's why we love FOOLING around

2. Don't ever lie to us, because we will always know, and it hurts.
 and the truth, is sometimes ugly, dear

3. Don't compare our boobs with Pamela Anderson's, hers are fake (and you should have know this too) the smaller a boy's brain, the bigger the chance they'll look at your chest, i'm a well educated fool. but don't get me wrong, we'd LOVE to see you naked.

4. Saying something sweet might get you off the hook. Say it frequently and we're gonna think you're an asshole. and the fact that you said "don't ever lie to us" what if it's the truth? girls are sweet.

5. Make us curious, in a sweet way.

6.Don't sing us corny love songs. (Some girls might loooove that, but I hate that. Just DON'T ever sing me Secondhand Serenade.)

7. Tell us about your secret make us feel special.

8. Don't hide anything. At least don't be suspicious. Don't make us clueless and guessing about what we're afraid of. try reading our gesture better.

9. Make us laugh. But DON'T make fun of us, even if it's a joke. Some girls are just too sensitive.

10. A system in your car only impresses your homeboys not us.

11. We hate your ex- girlfriends. and we hate yours too.

12. It is not that cool to shoot snot rockets. and some of us dont think nail polish are cool.

13. Even if you think it is cool to burp, fart, or emit other strange gases from your body, it is not. likewise.

14. Girls love guy who love his family, especially his mom. boys love it when a girl could impress their mom.

15. BE SPONTANEOUS. Any sweet things you do if you do it on purpose I might just think you did that to all other girls. spontaneous, or impulsive?

16. When you're hanging out with some of your pretty girl friends (or worse, your flirty ex girlfriend), you make us feel insecure, and we hate that. believe me, we know

17. If you remember some of the little things about our habits, we really really think you're super sweet.

18. Give us some space. Shower us with attention, not a terror with SMS / phone call everyday. likewise

19. DON'T apologize if you don't really know what's your fault. (I hate this "Apologize if you did something wrong, or even if you didn't" because yea other girls might forgive you, but it wont work if you're with me.)

20. Most importantly: we are always right; so don't forget it. no way. you FEEL like you are, but we THINK that you dont. ;p

Source:http://rediscoveringatlantis.blogspot.com/2010/05/touche-by-sonia-eryka.html

okay
time to go do something constructive

see ya.

Sedikit Cerita yg baru tadi gw dapet...

ehem..
pada suatu hari, keledai milik seorang petani jatuh ke dalam sumur..
hewan itu menangis memilukan selama berjam-jam sementara si petani memikirkan apa yang harus dilakukannya..
akhirnya, si petani memutuskan bahwa hewan itu sudah tua dan sumur itu juga perlu ditimbun(ditutup, karena berbahaya) jadi tidak berguna menolong si keledai. Dia melakukannya agar tidak ada yang terjatuh lagi di sumur yang sama.
si petani mengajak tetangga2nya untuk datang membantunya..
mereka membawa sekop dan mulai menyekop tanah kedalam sumur..
ketika si keledai menyadari apa yang sedang terjadi, ia menangis penuh kengerian..
tetapi kemudian semua orang takjub, karena si keledai menjadi diam.
setelah beberapa sekop tanah lagi dituangkan kedalam sumur, si petani melihat kedalam sumur dan tercengang karena apa yang dilihatnya..
walaupun punggungnya terus ditimpa tanah dan kotoran, si keledai melakukan sesuatu yang menakjubkan..
ia mengguncang-guncangkan badannya agar tanah yang menimpa punggungnya turun kebawah, lalu ia menaiki tanah itu,,
sementara si petani dan tetangga2nya terus menuangkan tanah kotor keatas punggung hewan itu, si keledai terus juga mengguncangkan badannya dan melangkah naik..
segera saja, semua orang terpesona ketika si keledai meloncati tepi sumur dan melarikan diri!

THINGS TO LEARN:
kehidupan itu terus saja menuangkan tanah dan kotoran kepadamu, segala macam tanah dan kotoran, cara keluar dari "sumur" (kesedihan, masalah, dll) adalah dengan mengguncangkan segala tanah dan kotoran dari diri kita (pikiran dan hari kita) dan melangkah naik dari "sumur" dengan menggunakan hal-hal tersebut sebahai pijakan..
setiap masalah-masalah kita merupakan satu batu pijakan untuk melangkah..
kita dapat keluar dari "sumur" yang terdalam dengan terus berjuang, jangan pernah menyerah!
ingatlah aturan sederhana tentang kebahagiaan:
1. bebaskan dirimu dari kebencian (orang yang hidup dengan benci tidak akan pernah bahagia)
2. bebaskanlah pikiranmu dari kecemasan
3. hiduplah sederhana
4. berilah lebih banyak
5. berharaplah lebih sedikit
6. tersenyumlah
7. miliki teman yang bisa membuatmu tersenyum

Don't underestimate me

"don't ever talk to me like you think you know me or what i've been through, i am nothing like you.

don't buy what they sell you, hear what i tell you."

Because you know that i will..

do you ever feel like you're alone?
And do you ever wish you'd be unknown?

I could say that I have..

And do you ever feel things here aren't right?
And do you ever feel the time slip by?

I can say that I have..


do you ever lay awake at night?
And do you ever tell yourself don't try?

Don't try to let yourself down

do you ever see yourself in love?
And do you ever take a chance?

Because you know that I will..

Beberapa hal yg gua nggak ngerti di dunia ini

1.kenapa harus ada kehidupan?

2.mungkin kalo saat itu adam gak makan buah kuldi,mungkin saat ini manusia akan tingggal
di surga

3.kenapa tuhan tidak menciptakan semua manusia jadi malaikat saja...agar semua makhluknya
menyembah kepadanya?

tapi yang jelas lakukan saja yang tebaik dalam hidup ini.toh,gak ada salahnya berbuat baik...hehehe

i'm a DORK

at the beginning of the day i keep asking rethorical question,
"will it be the same today like it was yesterday?"
i mean cmon, what kind of asshole asks that kind of question to himself?
am i really that bad?
im just this kid who still doesnt know certain places cool people go to hang out
or prescripted drugs to missuse to distract all their sad-ass problems
(oh i wish i had one)

am i having a depression?

will this make me suicidal?

i guess when you were once an asshole, and then you're up, everyone u used to know tries to pull you down

well sadly,
the worst thing about the end of the day, is that tomorrow it will start all over again

About me

Hello my name is alif akbar,you can call me Alif,I was in a band named tendencies .i'm just overexcited kid determined to catch my light-speed dream.High School refers to something beautiful, a sanctuary, a place where i feel so happy. this is me and my journey to take back what i'm missing.